No salvation can reach me. By now darkness is sitting, waiting for a sudden change, before it attacks. I let it surround me. I let it continue growing, each time I in vision the day that has brought me to my current state, it slowly begins to trust me, and approaches. It feeds on my gloomy aura.
Nothing was preventing it. I just let it blind my eyes and eat me whole. It whispered to me. It told me….”I will give you all the strength you ever wished for….I will be by your side.” Its words as thick and sweet as honey, or like fresh water running over rocks in a stream. They knew I wanted to break, and tear and burn. And none of those words were lies. I no longer pitied myself, with Darkness by my side. It had become a part of me. It brought life back to my whole body. But I still was so weak. I feel miserable,with Darkness being the only one making promises. But it pumped energy into me that brought me back alive. The dark helped me see. It has shown me the real path of righteousness.
When I acquired my strength, and was ready to begin my mission, It still was there like a faithful friend. Misery continued to remind me the purpose of my pain. Loneliness continued to fill in the empty gap between me and the world. Fear sheared away my stress, and made me cautious. Not to trust anyone. And finally, the one most important thing really running me. Lifting my head, opening my eyes, and showing me my destiny by the starts in the sky. Vengeance. This gave me back my emotions. My feel, all my senses. There is one path for me. Only one. And I can finally see it.
My philosophy is: “The dark is the light, and the light is the dark.”